today is national remembrance day. remembering (as if we never forget) the children lost due to miscarriage, or still birth, or any horrific reason for that matter. we lost  released corbin on may 7, 2011. october 15 is coincidentally his original due date. i have come to a place of complacency. it saddens me when i force myself to think about that day. it saddens me to think about what could have been. but i rejoice that he is alive, waiting for me and his dad and brother.